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yea so i know livejournal is like poem central. so i am going to post a poem that i wrote way back when (in december..) and yea. then i am going to post one i wrote today. and you can see if i changed guys. yay!
"feelings" - courtesy of gdizzle (?)
i must be alive
this clouded air is smothering me
i must be dieing
nothing feels real anymore
Happy feelings, bursts of tears
one day living
the next day dead
nothing feels real anymore
Memories fade as fast as the moments
nothing about life is worth it
these tears, these laughs
nothing feels real anymore
When i look to my mother
when i look to my family
when i look to my friends
nothing feels real anymore
Feelings of sadness
feelings of happiness
feelings i feel
they all feel real.
hmm. yea
"for once"
When so much is going wrong
is it bad to be happy?
For once i truly feel beautiful
without my makeup, cute clothes, and straightened hair
When i am home in my shorts, freshly washed face, and hair a mess
I still feel good
Nothing can bring me down
for once i dont care what people think
Good or bad, im going to be me.
For my goal was achieved
all my others will be too
It's a matter of time before,
people notice the difference
Sometimes i may be down
due to life itself
But no one will change me
The good, the happy, the real me.
I just had a burst of emotions, going through my poem book, and i thought id share it with my friends, the people that now me. that reminds of another poem i wrote called "about me" but ill save that for another day.
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